[personal profile] sunneyone
so this afternoon i had the STRANGEST dream.... i was in my first car and i was driving down the highway to DC and there was this median that split the highway. i'd taken the wrong lane and needed to get over to the other side. the side i was in was going into the town, on the other side of the median was the highway. so there were these guys directing traffic ahead of me and they let me cut over on the median. well, the guy in the red truck in front of me cut over too. well, next thing i know i'm IN the backseat of this red truck with the guy and his mom! and we're towing my car. i kept looking over my shoulder to see if my car was there. these people were strangers to me. the guy said he was 39, but he looked more like 29. so we're driving and talking and i keep looking over my shoulder to check in my car. next thing i know we're in the building where i work, only it's not this building we're in. it was weird. the room we work in had two off shoots. one of them went to this REALLY nice apartment with vaulted ceilings and all these snazzy swanky decorations everywhere. the other offshoot went through two rooms. one of them was a bedroom with a computer in it and the other was the back part of a cabin, like my late great grandfather's old house. i walked through the offshoot through the bedroom to the log cabin part. the woman that works the nights my group doesn't work was in there on the computer and she was giving me shit about the shirt i was wearing, saying it was too dirty. and i basically told her to mind her own business. so i go to the bathroom, but the guy that was driving me was in there. i stand there watching him a second thinking he's a good looking guy and that he can't be 39. then i went to the front room and talked to sarah. i walked into the swanky apartment side to use the bathroom, but sarah tried to call me back. i decided not to go to the bathroom in there and went outside to get my work shirt. the outside of this building looked like the outside of this building. so i walk back into the cabin part to use the bathroom and change shirts. well, i'm in the bathroom, changing shirts (i still needed to go) and the woman from the truck ride busts in dressed in a formal dress and tells me SHE has to go, and kicks me out. so i walk into the bedroom and say to maureen "ya happy now?" about the shirt. then i go to the closet and i start trying to find black shoes to wear. all i have is sandals. and then i woke up. i don't think i ever got to go to the bathroom...... VERY strange stuff.
woke up today feeling funny. i slept hard.... hehe and dreamed strange road trips. but i woke up feeling kinda heavy. allen had to work today and got called out this morning. but he called me not too long after his second call. he was waiting in a parking lot near our house for another call, but they didn't call him. so he came home while i was eating some cereal. which is good, cause if he hadn't, i would not have gotten to see him and i was barely awake when he was leaving...
while i was showering, i was listening to a mix CD i made last spring. i put all these cool songs on there like my favorite songs off the snatch soundtrack and cool stuff like that. i made two copies of this CD and sent one to a friend of mine in the army who was in kuwait last year. i called it "the scorpion in my boot dance mix." see, this guy, james, was a friend of mine i met when he went out with my friend frankie last winter. he gave us all his address and wanted us to write him. so i'd write him about allen and just silly stuff going on at work. and we'd chat on messenger when he was able to get online. well, he told me this one time that he'd seen a scorpion crawling out of his boot and it freaked him out. so that's where i got the CD title from. what makes me sad is i don't know where james is. he came home in october, but left again in december. i tried to email him and it bounced back, and now i'm worried. he said he was going back to kuwait, but i think he got sent to iraq. i hope he's okay. i wish there was a way to find him, so i can find out how he is and see what's going on with him....
i didn't want to come to work today. i just feel so tired....

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